Monthly Archives: March 2011

Fighter Pilotson and the Redditors of SELF. Chapter one: Not the beginning

Two weeks ago, I posted this in the subreddit SELF on Reddit: My father died. Toworrow I have a meeting with a counselor/psychotherapist. How do I get the most out of it? My father died one month ago after 10 … Continue reading

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Today I was at a group meeting with the therapy group I’ve been attending every other week (excluding the odd misses, exam periods and the six weeks I spent in New York City last spring) this past year and last … Continue reading

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Notes at his desk

I am sitting at his desk. I am lighting my pipe. As part of my mourning, I got high and saw Back to the Future 1 in HD on the 40″ TV he left me. Hey doc? Doc! Hello! Anybody … Continue reading

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I am writing you today because my father has been put in hospital

Found this draft for an email which I wrote for my close friend who is a doctor, a few days after my father was put in hospital, on a computer I haven’t used since my father’s death: Dear [his name] … Continue reading

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